Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

Well they let me out of the hospital late last night. I called my father and he had taken his medicine and would not be able to come and get me. waw insisted I not try to go too far away from her so I checked into a motel near her place. She decided to stay and look after me. Then this morning she took me to her place and cooked me a meal. Just been talking and laughing. This is the first time I've been to her place. Well at least invited there. I found out I got the job today.


Last night I forgot to add that one of my friends (female) texted me to check on me and waw kept asking who it was and getting jealous. I couldn't believe it.

Thanks for all the replies and concerns. I have forms to fill out about insurance. So I can see the neurologist.

Can someone please tell me wth is going on? I have my guard up totally. We did ML several times. Sighs I backslid.

She has been talking a lot she said she saw me as vulnerable for the first time in a long time when I had the seizure

Dls yes seizures can be caused due to stress but I have diabetes and can have them from that as well. I have to get the insurance to get the medicine.

She is like totally weirding me out. Her bday is thos Friday and she does not want to celebrate it.

I'm totally confused but I'm taking this for what it is. No expectations and no hope because I don't want to r talk and push her away..

Any suggestions? Advice? I'm still a little cloduy headwise and I'm posting from my phone. My laptop is at home.