i haven't been sleeping well lately. been waking up in the middle of the night and just lying awake. tired is an understatement.
i did talk to my H's grandparents last night - they had called me last week on my bday to wish me well and clearly had no idea we were separated. so i waited until my H's family broke the news to them before i called them back because it's not my job to be the barer of THAT news. it was good to talk to them, it's been a while, and i know his grandmother loves me very much. she said she hasn't talked to my H in a long time but that she was praying we worked things out and she told me to work very hard at making things work. i didn't have the heart to really tell her how bad things are right now.
going to meet a high school friend for lunch. she's also gone through a D (her decision, not her H's) so it'll be nice to talk to her about what's going on with me since she's at least gone through the legal stuff.
sigh. i need a nap.
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
