The journey begins

[ClingingToHope]

Thanks, IWITW. That sounds like Eckhart Tolles "The Power of Now," which I've read. I'm having trouble focusing on the Now because I'm in the middle of the D and I'm still trying to accept that this M will end.

D11 started bawling in the car yesterday because of what's going on with her parents and for the longest time she's held out hope and I've held out hope. I chalked a lot of this up to a mid-life crisis.

I'm trying to accept what I did to help her to this point and that's not valuing her as a full partner in the M.

Today is clear and a bit cold and I have a lot of work to get done so I can work out of town this weekend.

I hope once the I's are dotted and the t's are crossed I will let all of this go.