I found myself not thinking of my H as much this time. Not in a bad way though...More like I didn't have as much ill feelings towards him for being gone and it didn't bother me? I don't know. Am I detaching perhaps? I will admit to still feeling just a litttttttttle bit of fear that he won't miss me or think of me.. and that he may go and find someone else.. but I guess that goes along with the territory especially with everything that has happened.
I got myself a mani/pedi.. had dinner with my S5 and got him squeaky clean and then myself as well and we both watched TV and went to bed.
Happy Tuesday everyone!
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
