Please post if your DB'ing worked...

[dday101798]

I'm ashamed of myself for wanting to give up after only 2 mos..

Nothing to be ashamed of and it will happen time and time again.

In one aspect tho, yes, you should give up. Give up on trying to revive something that became so broken that it entirely changed you, and changed your spouse for the worse. Instead of beating a dead horse, look ahead, for a better life for you and let your Wstraighten herself out as well. In the meantime, the better off you are with yourself and see yourself in a whole new light, she may as well. But, as perfectly said, don't expect it. Expectation is the root of all failure for us all here.