I am so sorry, mrbt. I know I'm new here, but I just wanted to say that I pray you find some peace through all of this. Perhaps this is your opportunity to find some happiness, a fresh start.
(((big hugs for today)))
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.