WAW still around, DBing starting to work

[gutwrenching]

Sandi - I had to get over the shock/disappointment of things going so well and then the sudden pullback. Felt rejected at first to be honest. Have gotten past that now with some help with a few great DB friends on the alt. So getting back to feeling good. I was being decisive, fearless, taking risks and I should feel good about that.

R with the kids continues to grow stronger, and W as even mentioned it a few times lately, which is good not that she notices but an outside validation of how close we have become through this ordeal. The first arguments in long time provided me opportunity to call her out on pissy behavior towards me...hadn't had to do that in long time

Tonight we have discussed houses to look at on upcoming trip...been all over the map...as she has mentioned 1 bedroom apartments, 4000 sq ft houses and everything in-between.