Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

I have for some reason been expecting to be served divorce papers very soon. I don't know, but it is just this gut feeling I have. It is unnerving to say the least.

She has said nothing to me, and she acts more and more distant and cold. Today she was back to herself. The weekend she was a little more nice, not much. It must be because she saw him at work.

Their thinking according to the OMW is very much the same as she has heard from OM in the past. She told me I could not control, her and I have never thought I had, but I had expected some level of respect. For example, she slapped a co-worker on the butt at a Christmas party at work, and I felt that was inappropriate even if she thought it was funny. I did not. She never calls to tell me if she is going to be late even before this Affair. It is these things she does without any thought about it. She says she does not think that she has to anymore. We have kids and are still married, so there are some things that should be done out of respect, and she does not have any.

I do not respond to anything these day. I am quiet and dark, but she is too. Oh well...