Fast track to her divorcing me

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Well Im 48 years old today (ugh!). And as expected, not even a text msg from the XW. At least I acknowleged her BD in Feb.

I know that this was to be expected but that doesnt change the fact that it still hurt. You would think that 23 years together counted for at least a freaking phone call! Hell she gives B-day cards to people she barely knows!

All boils down to the fact that I am still not 100% detached.

Sorry for the pitty party but I just felt like getting this out.

Tomorrow morning I will get up early and have breakfast with a good friend. I have only known her for about two months but she did give me a b-day card. Very sweet woman and is a blast to be around as she has a great sense of humor and fantastic insight.

So not all days are dark here in limbo land. Who knows, maybe some day it will be a tourist attraction.