Mila-I was just replying to twink about how I felt "safe" in my darkness! I know I needed to do that for me. The thought of just letting it be would be easier and "safe" (I am non-confrontational by nature) so maybe I DO need to do this.

I think I can handle it better now than I would have even a couple of weeks ago. I will have everything written down and some responses for different scenarios.

I have no expectations at all.

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing