It's really nice to hear from you. I am sorry things have not improved for you. You actually sound like when I was piecing just prior to when I decided to leave. All our sitches are unique yet there seems to be some similarities as well. I always admired your patience and you continue to display it. As long as you are enjoying your daughter and being a great dad, I would imagine that she is what is keeping you at home. I know how you feel. That kept me at home for the longest time. I hope you continue to post Lan....