Talked to L. Did not file b/c don't want D. If did file, it would only be to protect myself (to set control of home, alimony, child support, custody, etc.). He doesn't have money to file. L advised to call his bluff when it comes to him trying to force me to sell. Said to tell him to do what he feels he needs to do. Scared to do that b/c we'd have nowhere to go and I'm unemployed (due to H shutting business down 1 week after leaving). I'm signing anything. He's ticked b/c he always gets me to cave and I haven't yet.
No time for self today, Soliel. Kids, bills, and job apps all day. Now headed to baseball game for S11.
