Mila..would it help to just think of the time you DO spend with your H as a "bonus" to your already great life that you made for your self since the bomb or when he left?

Do you write down all the positives that he says or does? That might help to go back a re-read over those when it has been a day or two since you have gotten any or talked with you H.

Also, have you read "Why Men Love Bitches?" Awesome book!

"Detach...patience...live my life :-)"
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You are doing great!!!

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing