9 you keep living in parallel worlds, the one you wish still existed and the real one, you wake up wishing THIS didnt happen... DISBELIEF
10. You forget all the wrong doings of your spouse and suddenly, look!! he/she is the best spouse on earth, God's gift to you and look what you did..., pushed him away GUILT
10. you start walking on eggshells. It's not you anymore, it's a scared kid walking around that only looks like you- FEAR
11 you doubt your eyes and instict. If he /she says they are "just friends" who are you to question your honest spouse? SELF DOUBT
12 you start obssessing and your M is all you can think and talk about. Your real life friends have heard the same "logical chain of thoughts" over and over and over again... INSANITY
13 if you are a woman, you invest in underwear, hoping sex will do it. And since you are now 10 kilos lighter, you buy those thingies you always wanted to buy but didnt dare to- DESPERATION
14 you google "Marriage/divorce/how to bring him back" looking for the magic receipe (you find DIVORCEBUSTING if you are lucky)
15 you buy compatibility reports of your signs and the "year ahead" forcast-some try phychics... HOPE for some good news
16 you cook his favourite dish, pick up the clothes and shoes that bothered him, suddenly your house looks fab -and you do it while being with 3 hours of sleep-SUPERPOWERS
17 work becomes a refuge. You are thinking of your M anyway, but things look normal over there, maybe they will be normal at home when you ge back? A STEP AWAY FROM BEING FIRED
18 you watch your wedding video over and over again, someti,es on purpose around the time he comes back... (Poor efforts to CREATE GUILT)
19 You turn to GOD, this CANT be the end (FAITH?)
20 Yo start IC, hoping yu stil have time to "correct" yourself- AGONY
