it's just so annoying.

it kills me that i've always stuck by him no matter what, even now, when he has totally berated me and taken so much from me. yet, he can call and talk to his mother, same mother he hadn't spoken to in almost 3 years because she was badmouthing him and went psycho on me and he'll call the other friend who used to work for him and basically left him to fall flat on his face.

But not me..

*breatheeeeeeeeee*


M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson