feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Hey guys..

I took a couple days to myself to get a break. It was nice. I still felt a big hole inside even though I was having fun.

It's time to get back to work. Hiring L and getting ready to file. I haven't heard a peep from that man I used to call my husband. He doesn't care so why should I?

I am not feeling motivated to do anything today. I am beginning to get very upset at myself for feeling sad. Ugh...I feel such emptiness.

Ok I'm done being pathetic.