So we got together on the spur of the moment for dinner Saturday night.
She broke down on me.
She said she is miserable. She said she doesn't even feel human anymore.
She said she hates me and has so much resentment towards me because I seem so happy. She told me the changes I have made are changes she wanted but she hates me for making them after she left.
She said she thinks I am no good for her, and cannot make her happy, but also said spending time with me makes her happy.
She wants to go to counseling... Individual at first, but she is open to couples therapy.