Im sorry Mila...I know how hard all of this is. I think you H is going through withdrawal from the OW and I know it took my H well over a year after they ended it for him to start acting normal again. I definitely had days like yours too. I mean, he wanted to come home and wasnt really doing much about it in the beginning. He was depressed alot. He would even tell me when he was having a bad day and that he just didnt want to talk to me. SO, I would leave him alone and act as if...I would still go on like before...like I was single. You have to understand he is going to go through this and there will be days where he just is down.
Be patient and keep doing what you have been doing all along. Be his friend for now. Tomorrow is a new day and Im sure you may see a different H than you saw today. But know that you can live your life on your own if things dont work out. YOU will be OK!! It took me a long time to realize that.
But this is also early in your separation. Your H may be like mine and change his mind MANY times...I hope not for your sake, but it happens. Just remember to live each day for you!
Take care.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
