I've never thought that you or anyone on these boards were that type of people. We all help and encourage because that is the people that we are. You my friend (as well as countless others) should take some joy in knowing that EACH of you has helped me to become that I am becoming. I will forever be grateful. You have all inspired me, challenged me, corrected me and so I once again thank you.
Am I hurt right now - Yes. Am I responsible for where I am today - yes. Will I learn from this - yes. Will I continue to be the best dad and man that I can - yes.
Mach and everyone is right - I must feel this pain. I must endure the ache in my heart but I WILL NEVER QUIT on me or my kids!
In this pain I will continue to find ME. I will continue to GROW.
To my fellow DBERS. I may be down but I'm not out of the game ...that is along as it is the right game. May you all never loose HOPE.
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
