Well, I did hold it together with her, but explained to H how i felt. He said he was surprised I even went with him.
And then, he repeated, he doesnt know if his sis and ow have a relationship or even if they talked. Which blew me away. That's nonsense, I mean if they did, which I know, one of them would have told him, but he still denies he knew. We went over the honesty thing again and he insists. He says, since they last time we talked I was very clear and he understands how his avoidance of admitting the truth, or speaking out the truth hurts us-but he does it anyway. He said, go ahead and talk to sis, I want to know as well. I almost did, but then, nope, if she still speaks with OW as informant, she wont get that pleasure from me.
And H is in the black list. Doghouse, whatever. I cant imagine how he wants me to believe he had no idea. This woman was probably manipulating sis and sis was very willing to be manipulated. I dont understand why he lies...
He said things like, Maria, as of now, we made a decision, you see my actions, you are stuck in the past etc etc
Days like this, I want to be LOUD and scream and yell and speak out ... sigh!
I made it clear, this isnt about them, it is about US now and hoe he handles me. He said he understands and he will be fine if we dont see sis again anytime soon... which proves he doesnt really get it. K
