still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

Thanks ladies! FM now I see what you are saying-check out any local moms group! And I am too lazy to be crunchy if that makes sense haha!

And Avermont, I see your point too-which is why I really need to hash this stuff out with my therapist. I am the kind of person who has achieved every goal I have set with hard work and patience. So that is why I don't want to give this up. I also want to hear something positive about a child growing up in this weird way- knowing NOTHING less. Meaning equally going back and forth not only seeing dad every other weekend. But that is my issue and I will save it for my therapist who gets paid!