beginning to see the real W

[Dr LOve]

I have no problems with intimacy in fact I think I may have an over active sex drive. Not proud of it but I have also fantasized about just having an affair. (I feel sorry for W (or whatever woman) I am finely able to release my pent up desires on because I am not planning on getting out of bed for at least a week)
But part of the problem I have is WAY back when this first started. (Over two years ago)One of the things W said to me was
"I only had sex with you becasue I felt I had to, I could not wait to get it over with"
But she also said allot of stuff back then like "I love the OM" and I don't know if me and the OM have a future"
So I don't know if it was the "fog" talking.
Now we were in different place. We are not the same people that we were two years ago.
When we first got married... There were nights that I had to beg wife to please let me sleep. (If I only knew back then).
Now wife has gone through menopause and I don't know if that is also part of the problem.

P.S Tonight is dancing with the stars and I am going to try again to sit with her…And think of you and your W dancing CL