I am back...and finding me

[C-Bart]

Eric,
So sorry for the pain you are feeling today. The only thing you can do is sit down, shut up and feel. Everything you say and do today will be tainted with hurtful feelings. Best to avoid and conversation with W and if possible to avoid looking for a solution to your problem.

As much as I respect Jack, please don't think about what you did or didn't do wrong. You are at a point were dwelling on those things could cause you to slide back to a point you don't want to be.

God bless. You are in my prayers.