My main problem is that I am just down. And I don't want to be any more. For the sake of my daughter. I don't want her moods to be linked to mine especially if my mood is going to be one dark cloud. Lol
I want to wake up and make everyday a good one for my kids. I said it a while back but I realize I was saying it for the wrong reasons. I WANT to live for my kids. I want to be better for them. I want to be happy for them and not to bring my wife back. I don't want to bring her back any more. I want to live my life. Not feel like I am in waist deep muck treading slowly and carefully. I no longer want to live like that.
I don't know where I am going but I feel for once i'm taking a correct step and I'm doing it for me, not another person
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
