Eric You sound strong I remember a DB coach told me if anything I did brought the R closer or made it better, to continue If it made it worse then stop so use that as a guide I know it is hard especially while still under the same roof but you are doing well continue on the road to self awareness and growth that is where we are suppose to be and if W awakens you will be there, ready and already a changed man peace
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