Had my 29th birthday on saturday. Man I got wasted. It was a good time though.
Sucks that you cant change people. I love my wife but the person she is becoming or honestly probably always was, isn't someone that I want to be around me.
I didn't see or call her pretty much this entire weekend unless it had to do with my kids. Her attitude towards me has really soured and I am done with trying. I just don't want to do it any more. I am tired of putting on a face around her and I really just want to avoid her when she is around.
I took my wedding ring off for the first time on friday. I felt like I was holding on to an idea that no longer exsisted. I felt done. plain and simple done.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
