You get outside of your environment and in the gym, and stay off that phone I bet your anger and stress subsides in a couple of weeks. You will see the world differently.
Take care of yourself dude, you spent alot of time doing what you could with the wife and things where getting worse. Its not your fault, situation just messed up.
On the police sitch... Some things we do out of principle, because you feel worse if you didn't do anything about it. So you may not win, but you have to do something. Its up to you.
it's deeper than just a few weeks man. LOl I got 12 weeks of anger management. Plus I have alot of things I'm ticked off about from my past and with me and WAW past and current sitch over the past few months.
she called tonight. left vm reminded me to go to eye doctor. Apologized for the way she acted last week and this weekend.
The rage inside both of us must stop period. We're unloading on each other instead of going to counseling and avoiding each other does not resolve our individual issues or issues we had before we got involved with the other.
so i'm taking a step back to relax and work on me. Maybe get some outpatient or a possible inpatient stay for a few days to see what happens.
i need rest. I might take a break and go dark on this board for awhile. I'm really stressed and frustrated confused and in a bad state right now
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
