THANK YOU newmama and Lotus but I am not piecing yet :-). I appreciate the encouragement while I am dealing with all of these details. I have avoided talking to husband since his talk because I am angry still. I also still don't trust the reason that husband has had this "change of heart" and frankly I can't begin to open up to him until I know that his intentions are true. So we are still remaining separated probably for remainder of this year because their has been alot of damage done. I don't like staying at my parent's house but now that I know that OW has been to husband's new apartment (yes this is a piece of info husband told me) I won't be moving in there if/when we really reconcile. Husband told me that he knows that I have my doubts but he really thinks our marriage can be built from new and even stronger.
My situation is alot more complicated than others becasue husband has a child with OW so there is always that connection. I am going to ask God to continue to guide me and give me strength, wisdom, and patience.
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo
