But that's just being hard on yourself and you don't need to be, you were invested in this person for a long time and now that you're finally detaching and seeing the situation as it really is instead of with rose colored glasses on, reality is actually visible now and grounding you and you have a better idea of how to act in these situations.
You're doing good, standing up for yourself and realizing your self-worth is tough when you haven't done it for what seems like forever, for what it's worth you're doing awesome, keep up the good work lady!
^^^^ what Rob said ^^^^^
(((Mind))) I am so sorry you've had a rough day. We are here for you. You will get done what you need to do and you will take care of yourself. You do need inner peace and peace in your home... and you are on your way to accomplishing that. Don't lose sight of your goals and of all that you have gained and learned. The person who is posting today is a far cry from the person who posted that last November. Don't lose sight of that.
