still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

I left before WH came back so I sent him a text "going to g-ma's. see you guys later!" yeah should have said "going out" I know. Oops- sometimes I am too honest! Well I came home and he had picked up a cute outfit for S and some Elmo books and some dry erase markers for me (for teaching). I was definitely appreciative- I always get a couple of packs when they have them at Costco! Well then I told him my g-ma wants to get a laptop and asked if he had seen any ads. He said "oh is that where you went?" (wtf? I sent him a text that said that!! duh!) and then he was bubbling over with news about S.

I mentioned how I didn't pick up the mail and he went out to get it. I received some VS catalogs and it has been probably 3 weeks since I got any. Usually I get one per week! I was starting to wonder if he had been tossing them or something since he is the one who gets the mail usually lol! Guess not-he could have tossed these ones if that was the case.

My g-ma told me I am looking so skinny these days which made me feel good- I have 22 pounds to go still but I have lost 58 so far!

As soon as WH had arrived, I started working out and he left for Costco as I was doing so. I left before he and S returned. So I only saw him for maybe 20 minutes top!

Now I see the side yard needs to be mowed so will figure out how to use the lawnmower and do it! The deck will need to be finished a little later- the tree still will drop pollen all over it so why keep rescrubbing it? I will wait for another few weeks when the flowers are gone I think!