Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

...bUT SHE MADE A PROMISE TO ME NOT TO TURN HER BACK ON ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS PRETTY MUCH DONE BECAUSE I'M NOT "NORMAL" anymore.

She saw all of this unfold last year and heard what the doctors psychologists and everyone told her. But I'm still shytted on by her. I'm still treated awfully when I think I'm trying to do things to help her as well

since you have made this observation all on your own that she responds this way to your actions, it would appear to me that you should stop doing these things instead of trying to get her to understand you - her understanding you isn't going to happen, time to let go and move on.

maybe she's scared i don't know. I just want to be normal and have my family rob.

I don't think I shuld post here anymore. I'm thinking about leaving here too. I feel like I should just find a way to do things. Maybe go to a mental facility or something. I'm not normal anymore.

i can't logically think through things. I can't process things the right way. I didn't even mean to use the word "flack" earlier. I don't even remember typing that I menat to use ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm damnit. BLUNTNESS.

rob I really really hate this shyt. Im reading bak trhough my threads and I repeat stuff over and over heck it took me like 5 mins just to remember the word bluntness. bluntness directness