WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

Saw H ... He started immediately in on custody and mediation... I said I wouldn't because of the special needs issues and visitation demands.
He said then we'll have to go to court... I said so be it then... He said you are going to make this difficult right to the end aren't you? Everything has to be your way as usual...

I started walking away and said don't bother threatening me with the house because it's already gone. He said what do you mean? I asked him what happens in august? He said what about august? I spelled out for him very calmly the problem. He said you don't know that you won't qualify.... Have you asked anyone? I just looked at him and started walking again.. Then just said looks like I'm moving this summer.. And kept walking...

I don't know why I told him... Hoping for some spark of the man I married maybe? The one who was excited that we could ever own a home... Concern for where his kids will move to? Offer of help? Nope... Nothing there... And now I doubt there ever will be again... He looked just as determined to be gone as the day he left... And I'm doubting he'll change course... Addicted to OW or not... I think he'll just keep walking...

I have not felt so alone in a long time...