...bUT SHE MADE A PROMISE TO ME NOT TO TURN HER BACK ON ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS PRETTY MUCH DONE BECAUSE I'M NOT "NORMAL" anymore.
She saw all of this unfold last year and heard what the doctors psychologists and everyone told her. But I'm still shytted on by her. I'm still treated awfully when I think I'm trying to do things to help her as well
since you have made this observation all on your own that she responds this way to your actions, it would appear to me that you should stop doing these things instead of trying to get her to understand you - her understanding you isn't going to happen, time to let go and move on.
