Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

And James, you say your W was one of your only friends and that is not good at all.

Yes, I do have an amazing family and friends but I have spent time nurturing those relationships. And once I stopped putting so much focus on my H and what he was doing I was able to nurture the R's with my family and friends in a much different (and better way).

I might not have much to offer but one thing I do have is an amazing ability to read and retain information. I did NOT continue to harp on you once you said there was not a bus or taxi available for you. HOWEVER did you not say that the day you and your W got the motel room you decided to do that for privacy instead of taking the BUS back to her place. You did. So it doesn't seem unreasonable if to suggest a bus since you have mentioned the bus before.

And yes, you are acting like a crazy person. So far you have shared that you went to Texas on somebody else's dime to get services/training for people that are vision impaired. You said you have to get a special contact for your eye and you are getting a fairly major procedure done. You said you might have brain damage from a 109 fever that you never had checked out. You have said you have diabetic episodes, one so bad you have been kicked out of school and you are not welcomed back. You have legal troubles with your children. You are in a very emotionally unstable place. So getting in a CAR and DRIVING with your health issues and mental instability to bring your cheating wife a stuffed animal is the behavior of a crazy person.

And thanks Pearl

Friends come and go. Most of them pretty much stopped calling or hanging out when they found out I was going blind.

I have a few female friends but I have dated them before and dont want an E.A.

I live in texas. I was flown to another part of the state for training on special equipment for vision impaired people. It's pretty standard they do that for all vision impaired clients.

I have the hard RGP contact lens for my left eye. I obtained that on april 5th. I have a follow up appointment on april 19th. I found out on this past Friday that they have to do a cornea transplant on the right eye because it's too damaged for a lens and i have 20/light precision in that eye.

Yep with the boys I have the rights to my youngest rights to my oldest belong to my parents. I was never informed of the court date for visitation and custody with s10 until it was too late. So I have been looking into reobtaining them because my parents want me to have them back. s10's mother has filed contempt on me even though I've made payments. I paid a huge chunk when I went to court on this past Monday.

I don't know what's wrong with my brain. It could be from the walking pneumonia with the 109 degree fever. It could be from too many seizures.

All I know is im not the same person I used to be. My memory is awful. I have interpersonal conflict issues and aggression and a rage I didn't have (found that out in January when I got my report back from my 8 hour evaluation with a state psychologist). My iq has dropped 20 points. I can barely do math on a 7th grade level anymore.

I filed a complaint about disability discrimination about the school after several incidents occured. I had been going to college there off and on for years. All of a sudden I have a cane and I was discrminated against several times. I wont go into those issues but it was pretty ridiculous. I had never been in trouble until I had the cane and then wore an eyepatch for a little while to protect my damaged right cornea. then all of this stuff occurs? I was upset about the way I had been treated and then got sick and had a seizure and started ranting but did not endanger anyone. The dean himself would overturn it. But the security officers who pretty much picked me up and dragged me all throughout the school almost breaking my cane won't so I can't go back. I didn't even have a hearing about it which the dean was upset about. The only thing I can do is have my disability lawyer file a complaint because they have a stack of issues and proof (i even recorded what happened via audio on my cell phone) that I was singled out because I had filed previous complaints against the security. One time I was not even allowed to go do my computer lab work because I was told I had alcohol on my breath. I had just come out of class and was going upstairs and I was prevented from d oing it even though I displayed my badge and everything else.

s3 and I biomom have joint custody. she just does not follow the order. It's a joke to her and they don't do anything about it. So i'll have to file contempt but I'm trying to get my health issues resolved first. I don't want them using that as a reason I should not be able to see him.

You want to know what? Ill tell the entire story shortly. since I'm being judged so hard Ill talk about it.