Bunny, Item #1: Sometimes we don't have anything to say because...there's nothing to say. And isn't that good? And calm. And content. Especially in contrast to the aftermath of bombs and sitches and daily B.S. that we just always have to say something about to someone!!(if that makes sense) And you do look good and relaxed in your picture.
Item #2: Too bad he told D. But it/he's renting too much space in your head from what I read. At least until I got to that last, wonderful word/summary: "Whatever..." That's more like it!
Item#3: Do it. Or at the very least, start drawing up plans, lists, etc. I'm going to move. And I'm planning steps now. Feels good even to just get the wheels turning and then see it take shape on paper.
Item #4: Screw it. That's what the Ls are for.
Welcome back.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
And you do look good and relaxed in your picture.
