Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

James~

Yep I am back...

I swore I wouldn't come back to your thread after the extreme rudeness you displayed to me a few days ago...

You stated you had read my sitch and I have to say had you read all 3 threads I have, the ugly words you uttered towards me would never have left your keyboard...

With that said...

You are a piece of work...

I will disagree with the "flack" you state Rob gives...

He is just more blunt then others however he still does it with a caring hand...I was terrified of him coming to my thread and he knows that however I also have a lot of respect for the way he handles himself...

CG...

The one who came and defended me when your panties got in a twist because you didn't like the fact that I was calling you on your BS is very compassionate - You would have seen that had you listened to begin with instead of ARGUE with each and every single person who comes here and tries to help you.

As for Puppy....Wrong person to ever say a cross thing about as long as I am breathing and on these boards...Because of him, I am still standing...Because of him I am not wallowing in self-pity and looking for the "what does this mean" in each and every action my husband does...He never gave up on me from the day I came here, even when I gave up on myself, he was right there urging me forward to a stronger, better place...You don't like what he says? Tough - Do not ever say anything about the way he comes across here because if he wasn't the way he was, I may not be here right now...

Truth be told, I think you may get a kick out of the drama that is your life...Why do I say that? Look back over the past few pages and all you harp about is making love with your wife and how passionate it was and you were in love and you were a God-send etc...

What you fail to realize is IT DOESN'T MATTER to her in the frame of mind she is in...

Hell if you were my husband I would call the police on you...

She doesn't want you around so why are you continuing to torture yourself???

Stop saying you are going dark and just do it...

Stop saying you are in LRT and just do it...

Don't give me the bull about how hard it is because if everyone here can do it...Hell if I can do it then you can as well...

For the last time -

STOP TALKING, TYPING & THINKING - JUST LISTEN...

what did I say about PDT? I said he's brutally honest. So is rob. I never said that was a bad thing.

what frame of mind would that be? whenever she needs something i'm there. She fears me so much that just a week ago we were alone together?

I don't enjoy any drama. it's part of the reason I have painfully stayed away from s3.

his bio mom dropped him on me on my bday told me to keep him for a month. called the police and said I kidnapped him and brought them to my house a week after my mother had 2 surgeries. I had to provide emails of the text messages proving my innocence. The police dept said that what she did was totally wrong and if she did it again they would put her in jail. But I refuse to go near it. So I just make payments and get to not see him. I tried to see him yesteday but she wanted to be with me and I'm afraid to be around her so I won't do it. If she will do that type of stuff there's no telling what'd she do if we were together in the same place.

I've had s3 most of his life. It hurts really really bad. I pretty much cry every night but to avoid that "drama" I just don't get to see him until I can fix a few things and file contempt