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[awest1217]

Today was fun. My sister did plan a surprise party at my brother's house. It was all of our friends and very sweet and fun. H knew about it because he asked about plans and I told him I thought something might be up so he checked in with my sister and found out. He sent me a text that said I hope you like your party...probably a pity text because there isn't anyone to do that for him and even if someone did there isn't anyone who would come because he only has one friend...OW.

I had a lot of fun today, but because of yesterday I am tired and have a huge headache. I am going to send H one last e-mail to let him know what I am thinking. I am trying so hard to meet him half-way. He got me the sweet stuff so I asked him to stay, but there is never another step. He has this wall up that he won't breakthrough. It was ultimately a good weekend...now very tired and feeling sick.