Your posts much earlier in the day made much more sense than your later ones.
That's probably b/c I woke up feeling clarity and peace, being in a nice comfy bed with people who care for me and are taking care of me, and then I spent the day in bed reading sitch's and trying to make decisions and I made myself crazy again.
I feel I need to take some time away from this whole mess, but at the same time, I feel the need to read books and websites and try to make decisions.
Whatever, I am heading home tonight and will be upbeat, happy, calm, serene...
H hasn't been home since yesterday afternoon. He left DSS16 alone and DSS20 had to find a ride to work. I hope he's coming back to pick him up tonight at 10:30. I have a feeling he's blowing off the whole family again and I'm not there to pick up the pieces.
