Originally Posted By: mindfull
This, right here, makes me want to hurl... I posted it in November of last year. SHEESH! Sure takes me a long as$ time to get it.

Originally Posted By: mindfull

For the first time in a year, I initiated some kind of R talk... He had called me (after he left to go back out of town for work), and said I looked like I felt just horrible (bad cold recently, hospitalized for heart issues - ok now) and hoped I felt better. I txt'd him back and said...

"I just miss my husband. I miss our closeness. I miss feeling like a part of you. I miss our intimacy. I miss being loved by you. I just miss you,k even when you are right here. The real problem with my heart is that a piece of it is missing. I love you."

No response.




ICK !!!!!! that just really upsets me


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10