Fast track to her divorcing me

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Yeah I will always be in love mode I guess. Will always love her despite what she has become now. So I have to fake it.

The thing about knowing somebody so well because you have been together so long is that they also know you well. It makes it hard to fake things around them. She can see right through me.

I can't help but feel like going dark on her is exactly what she wants me to do. I feel the need to make myself visible in a possitive way but she now only calls me about once a month. I feel her slipping away futher from me every time I see her.

Is going dark really the right thing to do in the case of a divorced WAW? I am having doubts now and feeling prety hopeless.