Reporting from abroad. All good. It was supposed to be a business trip but it turned out to be a holiday. 5 Stars hotel, great restaurants, lots of partying. Traveling around different countries. All round a great adventure paid by my client.
So this all has helped me. I haven't obsessed about my W and what she's been up to. I haven't checked her FB since I'm here. Sometimes I get pretty anxious but I just go for a walk, find something interesting to do, etc
I've been getting LOTS of female attention. I think I'm doing ok but I do have to say that I feel really guilty about flirting with them. I still love my W. I can't change that and sometimes I have this stupid guilt as if I was cheating on her, about not being able to see her in the eye, etc and I forget she already cheated on me.
I guess I'm just being careful of not making a stupid mistake just to "even things". Although lots of people have suggested that I do that. It'd only make feel bad, I think.
Overall, I'm good. No word from her of course but I'm good.
Separated: March 1 * Affair discovered: 20-March * Exposed: 27 March * Def. separation: May 1st *