Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

Terrible hard weekend.
Physically exhausted. Man sadness stinks!!

I know this is just another layer of acceptance and growing... just so much work. I understand now why people run from pain, hurt etc. BUT at some point you have to face stuff.

This entire thing has brought me to have to deal with so much more then just my x leaving. The work that i have done will pay off.. it has already - but so tired.