my problem is that i have told him and written him so many times that i am not his friend and will not be here for him... i tell him i am moving on... and i am still HERE! No wonder he never takes me seriously! i say one thing then do another... im acting wishy washy! and i dont like it! i dont like myself anymore!

I still feel the need to call and text! Why?!?!?!?!

Tonight i am working on a new me... Wish me luck my friends...