W is sending crumbs again-
"had a really bad day...looking for you to be there for me, but you're not...not surprised."

next day:

M- I've seen u 4 times in 3 months, and we barely speak...why would you expect things to be any different?"

W- I don't...I was hurting..."

It's all garbage, I know. I have all the intel and info I need to make a responsible decision...the question is do I call her out on it or not?

W is still pursuing her R w/ OM, though she assumes I don't know this...W tells me she's confused...wonder why (lol), if she really is.

Supposed to meet w/ her tomorrow and plan on setting a time for us to meet and file together...I'm no longer interested in saving this M. Unless there is an AMAZING MIRACLE that takes place- sadly I don't believe I can ever regain respect and trust w/ W.

If I am met w/ more lies tomorrow I pray I will do the right thing...I am no longer the broken man I was when she left- I no longer believe she's the only person I can be happy w/...she's just a person, and for the last 8 months, a person w/ very little redeemable qualities.


DARK