Thanks NM and G, i did schedule the classes... did it bother you to be there without your H? i just hate that everything in my life is a constant reminder of how he left. NM i read some of your sitch today... does it get easier after the baby is born?

i find that the more pregnant i get, the more realistic it is that I am doing this alone and that nothing will everchange his mind... do you feel like this... do you think it is harder as the due date gets closer?