H called before..and is coming over to show me how to use the lawn mower and to cut the grass. He sounded very down. He asked how I was doing. I told him OK. He said he feels like a failure. I told him I did too. He told me that I had no reason to feel like a failure..I told him that I was 50% of this marriage. I told him that I felt like our M was a sham..he said it was not a sham...we married for the right reasons and had good intentions. He told me he never stopped loving me.
