Well our twenty one year old wall flower is around but it's nice having a bit of family time.
RR active depression definitely around still so I keep my boundaries simple and clear to avoid potential toy throwing, gosh it gives me brain ache some times trying to keep positives spins on things all the time especially as it's key in my job too so I never get a break!
Whilst I accept I'm not going to get all the apolagies and regrets yet I won't let him step into be grateful I'm back mode and that is there under the surface and believe me I'm not grateful he's back life would be simpler if he wasn't!
Big one today so I'm really happy, we'd agreed to spend today together then he remembered some thing was on this evening so I said it not a problem go if we can afford it, wasn't ready for the surprise of him saying you could come with me
Lots of potential work opportunities this week, this would be a big turn around for both of us, but at the same time throw up potential talks about how we do things like finances. Hanging in there still hope you are all well
rabbit x
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
