JT, it's wonderful to see you peeling back the layers and starting to examine and question yourself, life and your R.
You're right, your H is not questioning his life in the same way you are. He's blaming external forces for his unhappiness at this time. Looking inside is too painful and not for the weak, and blaming you is much easier. Hopefully he awakens someday and starts to look at himself.
JT, yes the work is hard, but not impossible. Keep gaining knowledge and empowering yourself. Do it for you and your children.
You're doing great! We're here for each other and as your knowledge and understanding grows passing it on will help someone else with their journey.
