I wanted just to say as well that I think you are overthinking the whole thing. From the way this thread has gone - the speed at which it has moved and the size of it - you can see that at no point are you getting any down time from it. Sometimes you need that to let your subconscious come to the for and direct you a bit IMO.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
