Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Just journaling about my day!

The day started by me taking W to work later than usual. It was arount 8:15 am. I dropped her off and we did not say much. I asked what time she wanted to be picked up. It was 5:45 which is about an hour and 15 minutes earlier than usual. She called when I was late, but I did not hear the phone because kids and I had the radio turned up and were having fun together. We left to pick up her contacts and have dinner which was the first dinner out in weeks for all of us. It was packed, so it took a long time to park, and they had already started eating. We had pizza. She and the kids left to play games while I ate by myself. It was not very fun. We shopped for a little while, and she said she was not feeling good so she went in the other room and watched the rest of the dvd from the previous night while the kids and I watched another dvd. My son went in the bedroom after a while. I made cookies we bought for the kids, and they enjoyed them. It was an uncomfortable evening to say the least.

I spoke to my L and asked him to advise me if I should file first or not, and he said it did not matter unless she made some wild accusation. He advised me to go for joint physical custody instead of full physical custody because would not like that. I see the reasoning I suppose. I am more open to this at this time. I will see how I feel about it at a later date. I have not been served, but I feel it will be soon. I am kind of nervous.

I did not find evidence of contact with OM, but I will contact the OMW tomorrow if she is home. I wonder how this will go. I am uncomfortable about it for some reason. I worry about how the OMW will react. I feel bad for her doing this after I know the pain it has caused me, but she has a right to know.

That is all for now.